I thought I got life all figured out (at barely 19, ha!) cause for periods of time life is so boring bland predictable all. 2010 is like a fresh start, a new year, a good year, for many people and I am happy yet jealous of them.
2010 didn't kick off for me, rather it lulled into one vicious cycle after the next where I am so stuck in the same continuing endless motion. Things and people move on, move on, move move move and I am still slowslowslowly discovering and groping around. when when when when am I going to find what I want to do, who I want to be, what to love and what to distance and money and the resolution to drink milk once a week at least huh huh huh huh.
please let inspiration (and $$) love and strength somehow smack me in the face.